Animal totems- Wolf.

solitary or coven- Coven.

In the Broom Closet or Out- Working my way out.

favorite pagan holiday- Samhain.

Deities- Hecate and Green Man.

what element do you associate most with- Earth.

Do you perform formal rituals- Yes.

Do you read tarot- Occasionally. More so Cartomancy with playing cards.

cast runes- Yes.

work with crystals- Yes.

work with herbs- Yes.

Sacred Place you need to see- The world.

Zodiac signs- Taurus sun, Pisces moon, Aquarius rising.

Birth Month- May.

Siblings- None.

Children/grandchildren- Hopefully someday.

Pets- 16 cats, 1 dog, 2 birds, 3 fish.

tattoos/piercings- 1 tattoo, 2 piercings.

favorite vacation spot- Montreal/Quebec, Canada.

next vacation destination- NYC.

Talents- Dancing, singing, writing.

Are you a collector- Crystals.

Do you sing, dance, play any musical instruments- Sing and dance.

City, Suburbia or Country- Country for now.

Favorite season- Fall.

Favorite month- October.

Favorite exercise- Running.

Favorite outdoor activity- Hiking.

Favorite boardgames- None.

Favorite card games- None.

Favorite Foods:

Mexican- None.

Italian- Fettuccine Alfredo.

Chinese- White rice, broccoli, stuffed mushrooms.

American- Not sure.

Tea- Chai.

Alcohol- None.

shot- None.

herb/spice/seasoning- Garlic.

how do you like your eggs- Hard boiled.

What are your cooking specialties-

I'm just learning how to cook.

TurGilthonel,

May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May the Lord and Lady hold you in the hollow of their hands.

I can't believe you're gone. You had such a kind heart. It's such a shame to have lost you so soon. Please know that all is not lost. You have taught me much and your ways will continue. Know that you will always be in my heart. You were such an inspiration. I will not mourn, for I know that that is not what you would wish for.

Blessed be,
Sirsha

Just a little update... 

It's almost the end of my second week into the second semester and I'm already starting off so much better than last semester. I got a room to myself, so no more worrying about a roommate situation.

My grades so far are good, a 91% in nutrition and a 100% in APII lab.

I'm now a new member of the Alpha Sigma Alpha sisterhood. Which is not your stereotypical sorority. We have eight study hours a week and do fifty hours of community service a year. All of the sisters are great to get along with and I love them! They accept everyone for who they are and don't try to mold them into something fake. I'm getting a chance to meet new people and try new things and I'd have to say, that has to be one of the best things for me.

One of my circle sisters is coming to visit Saturday until Sunday and I absolutely cannot wait!

However, I'm off to class now - That's the life of a Nursing student. 

I just need to vent a little.

Silly of me to believe that he still felt the same way after six years. I was too ignorant to realize that I was only a mere convenience for him, or maybe I wasn't. I knew, but I just didn't care. Now when I look back, I realize that it was more trouble for me than it was really worth. Six years of mind games, being lied to and tears. Maybe I deserved it for breaking his heart in the first place. Then again, I was just a 13-year-old girl, scared of being in love. That's what fear made me do... push him away. I partly blame myself for all these mistakes, but I can't be the only one to blame. I've let him ruin so many good things for me, and this has got to be the end of it. I've got to face the fact that I'll never get over him, but I absolutely have to move on. Everything happens for a reason and there's a reason we're not together again.

I leave for second semester tomorrow. It's the perfect opportunity to start new. I'm getting my own room, one way or another. I'll be able to study much better, without having to live in the lounge because of too many roommate issues that couldn't be resolved. I'm aiming for at least a 3.0 GPA and no less! I know I can do it if I work hard enough. Nursing isn't the easiest major, but it's definetely not impossible. 

 I'm going to try and live for today, forget the past, and not worry so much about the future.